fuuuuck my voice. singing for 2.5h straight = bad move.

so tired.

uhhh.... yeah.

good night everyone.

[EDIT] sdkfjalsdds DEAR RED HAT WHEN YOU ASKED ME FOR THE THIRD INTERVIEW AND THE FINAL TEST I SORT OF IMAGINED YOU'D ALREADY SPOKEN TO MY FUCKING REFEREES.

YOU FUCKERS.

ASJDKFJAKSDHJKSDFJKH

TIRED OF JUMPING THROUGH HOOPS,
RAVE

[EDIT] oh god and i still have to do stepstepjump sob

Laura hurts in her brainplace. Reading bug reports and threads of debugger comments to assemble an errata note is full of brain-hurty for one who is unfamiliar with the ways of, well, everything. Ow.

....ow.

[EDIT] Er, but lest I sound like I'm complaining, ow in the 'whee, I'm having fun hurting myself' sense of the word. |D;

fasjdflajsdfalsj ♥

....and I would want this shirt more if I felt it were punctuated correctly.

I've ordered a few, anyway. XD I need more shirts, seriously, I've run horribly low on things I'll wear out of the house. I ended up picking up a denim skirt and a pair of sort of, uhhhh, charcoal-plaid pants with red accents? Which would have been a better choice if I still, you know. Owned as much red as I used to. Oi vey.

Called mum to ask where exactly the jackets she wanted me to look at were, and I must have sounded a bit weirder than I usually do on the phone, because she asked me what was wrong. |D; I've been really bad with her on the phone lately, and I'm not sure why. Mostly because she's been calling more often, and there's often little purpose to her calls, I suppose.

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FUCK YEAHHHH I just got a final test email for Red Hat, which says that they think I'm going to enjoy the job but just to be sure to take a few hours to do sort of a work sample thingie for them, to make sure I don't hate it.

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Seriously. I feel like I could explode. ^_____^ Yayayayayayayay!!!!!!

The interview was fine; five people, two and a half hours, and many repeated questions. It was all very casual and friendly and I have reserved high hopes. (If nothing else, I have recommended Sarah Monette to someone else. XD)

I am reading Kushiel's Chosen and far too tired for the usual fantasy nonsense. (In my head I am composing a letter that goes, Dear Fantasy Author, if I wanted a travel book I would buy one from Lonely Planet.) Really, really love the book. Do not love Phédre's propensity for being kidnapped and taken to exotic places because it is all too much to concentrate on and this is why I like Doctrine of Labyrinths: because the journey is coherent and purposed and there are dull, unimportant bits that Mildmay very helpfully skips over.

And... yeah. Tired. Tomorrow goes like this:
- fire door check
- nothing
- staff meeting
- drinks

and thank all the small gods for that.

[EDIT] EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

eeeeeeeeeeeee

eeeeeeeee

!!!!!!!

For the record, body, that is not what a good night's sleep consists of.

On the bright side, La Dolorosa! Joscelin! adkfjadsfdsf!!!! I just squeaked with joy and started crying happily and couldn't stop! I may yet be disappointed!

...possibly I should not read Kushiel's Chosen on the bus on the way to the interview. :3

But seriously. Joscelin Verreuil: King Fucking Ninja, Yo.

....and now that I've used this icon, I can't unthink it. But Sydney Losstarot would make a fabulous Phédre. .......except now I am sad because I would have to write it with Ashley as Joscelin, and Sydney/Hardin is the ultimate VS OTP. :< Whyyyy.

Ooookay, so now I have a secondary interview while I'm at work on Friday. PLEASE DO NOT BE BUSY AROUND 3PM ON FRIDAY, WORK. PLEASE. T___T

skldfsadjfklsd now I am just stupid with nerves that have nowhere to go. TO WALK OR NOT TO WALK. Maybe I'll put a movie on and cycle to it.

.......fdsalkfjaskdfjlskdafjksaldflsadfjsdljfals.

THAT IS ALL

*would totally have sex with this rain right now*

I love Bellbowrie. <3 <3 <3 All the big storms come through here on their way to circling around Brisbane. It is love.

[EDIT] dsjhfjdshfdsj I HAVE BEEN SCHEDULED FOR TELEPHONIC INTERVIEW WITH RED HAT YESSSSS thankyou kessira!!!!!!