08 April 2009 @ 10:26 pm
geekery.  
So, like, I actually started work today. :D And by work I mean installing Linux on my work laptop and playing chicken with Terminal while I tried to get everything installed. Loads of stuff was missing. I get so many more XKCD jokes now. XD And seriously, when I first got back from orientation and went to talk to the main guy?

HIM: Now, lots of people here write other stuff, too, so if you're one of them? You need to learn how to turn all of this off when you walk out the door, or your novel will suffer for it.
ME: ...... ♥
HIM: Also, most of the people on this floor? EXTREME INTROVERTS. IRC is your friend.
ME: I love this place already.
HIM: :D Good.

Ran into Meg on the way to dinner at my uncle's place; she's looking SO MUCH BETTER after her time off. ♥ So much happier. Seriously. It's amazing.

Dinner itself was, enh. Good, but then I got a little worked up over a variety of things and I think the manic sort of hit its peak and I fell off a cliff down into crying at the table, which, um, I'll probably worry about when I've stopped feeling embarrassed. But seriously: I cannot help the sleep I'm getting, and I'm sick of talking about my weight problems. Fuck. Off.

.....yeah, I really need a sudo make me a sandwich shirt, now that I actually know how to code that.
 
 
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kuchibue: Row Row[info]kuchibue on April 8th, 2009 08:29 am (UTC)
Work sounds awesome, family not so... Hope you feel better now *cuddle*
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Rave[info]cheloya on April 8th, 2009 04:43 pm (UTC)
It was fine, really, just embarrassing. -_-; Not real crying, just teariness, but STILL.

(YOU AND I MUST DRAW IN EXCESS OF TWENTY DRAWINGS TONIGHT. :|)
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kuchibue[info]kuchibue on April 9th, 2009 03:09 am (UTC)
Yes, yes we must.
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Karen: MB : Howard does not want[info]howl_for_words on April 8th, 2009 10:14 am (UTC)
:) Work sounds very good ^_^

And...meerrhh... I cried too today, blahhh... and am worried because I can't seem to relax - I feel like I've not been able to relax since a certain person came into my life and from that point on til now it's like I've been taught how to be stressed and worried and it's just...embedded into my muscles and they don't know what it's like to be relaxed any more.

Blergh...

And I'm just fucking knackered... work is exhausting, waking up is exhausting, driving is exhausting and I'm scared I've gotten so used to being tired that I'm just asking for an accident to happen which is something I don't want... I am really looking forward to this long weekend.

And...aha... another random rant of blargh plopped down at your doorstep........
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Rave: FF7 >> girls[info]cheloya on April 8th, 2009 04:39 pm (UTC)
*just cuddles you tightly and massages*

I know that feeling. It's not a good feeling. I haven't worked out how to get rid of it yet, but exercise and good company seem to work admirably. ♥ ♥
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Karen[info]howl_for_words on April 8th, 2009 05:25 pm (UTC)
It does seem to work wonders.... I'm just waiting for my stimulus package and then I'm going to have a really nice, proper massage to help these muscles remember what it's like to relax.
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